Mental Health Carer Forum

Hi, im new here.

Several years ago I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and it's been an ongoing struggle to keep myself stable. Recently all my years of hard work in therapy have gone down the drain. 

My relationship with my husband is in ruins... he so sick and tired of me. I feel like he hates me. I'm too hard to deal with and I feel like he's had enough. 

I just want him to love and support me like he used to do but my mental health has taken a toll on my marriage and he can no longer deal with my emotional ups and downs. 

There is so much bitterness and resentment in our marriage and I feel like he's checked put already. We are like room mates just coexisting in our home with our 3 children the youngest who is only 4 years old. 

I cant stand to live like this anymore.. I hate it. I don't know how to fix it. He won't even communicate with me anymore because I just make things too hard.