Acceptance is hard work

[NightFury]

Thank you for saying so @Jynx 

I don't like gory horror, but I do like horror with a story, horror with mystery. 

Ahaha, it's the same thing with study and assignments - my house is never cleaner than when I have a big assignment due.

I think I have a lot of emotions around the thing with my half brother and I'm not sure I understand them, or have processed them. It's confusing. And when he withdrew, I kind of buried them behind the whole, "well, it's his decision and I can't do anything about it...so," and I didn't allow myself to even touch on my own feelings about the situation. 

[Shaz51]

hello and hugs @NightFury 

how has your day been today my friend xx

@Cuddlebear , @Chasingsunsets , @AlwaysMyself 

[NightFury]

Hi @Shaz51 

Today's been...very flat. 

I had a bit of a temp and a cough last night and woke with a sore throat. I didn't want to go to lawn bowls, but did go and we got beat. I played okay but it was super windy. I shouted myself Chinese for dinner as self-care. 

How are you? 

[Shaz51]

 I shouted myself Chinese for dinner as self-care. --- that sounds nice @NightFury 

how are you feeling now after last night , please take care xx

we are having bacon and eggs for dinner 

ready for cyclone Koji only cat 1 which is good but will have some flooding 

[NightFury]

I've felt a bit dizzy on and off throughout the day and have a bit of a sore throat @Shaz51 it's just a bit weird. Not sure what's going on. 

The Chinese was nice and there's left overs for lunch tomorrow, which is awesome. 

Bacon and eggs are nice too though. A cyclone? I saw you mention that. Stay safe. 

[Shaz51]

thanks @NightFury we will 

and please look after yourself my friend 

any plans for tomorrow xx

[AlwaysMyself]

Chinese for dinner sounds lovely @NightFury 😊. I'm sorry you have been feeling a bit flat though. Sending hugs.

[NightFury]

No plans for tomorrow @Shaz51 it'll be a day at home at this stage, taking it slowly and gently. 

When's the cyclone supposed to hit? 

Hugs @AlwaysMyself 

[Shaz51]

When's the cyclone supposed to hit? --- in the early hours of tomorrow morning @NightFury , @AlwaysMyself 

it depends on how fast or slowly it comes in as it could blow for hours 

@Cuddlebear , @Chasingsunsets , @tyme , @Jynx 

[NightFury]

Oh @Shaz51 it sounds so scary. 

I guess it's not your first cyclone though? But I would be terrified.