Anxiety is high

[BlueBay]

@Shaz51 @Snowie 

Saw my dr 

told him about my thoughts and how I’m feeling 

he told me to just think of ibe thing at a time 

how dumb is that 

how do I do that without thinking about everything else

he says “I think you’ll have a fantastic year”

what a stupid thing to say when I’m feeling S

my BP is very high still but he says oh that’s not your true pressure. It would be lower than that 

my stomach hurts

headache again 

[Snowie]

Hi @BlueBay 

Sounds like he just brushed things aside.

Doesn't sound like he helped much

What are your plans for today? Can you do something nice for yourself?

[BlueBay]

I just want to hide away @Snowie 

It’s my daughters birthday. 
we are going out for dinner with all kids. 

I think I’m going to just rest 

all I do lately is sleep 

Yes bit annoyed with my GP

[Snowie]

Resting sounds good @BlueBay especially if you are going out tongight.

Where are you going for dinner?

Did your gp say anything about seeing him again or what you can do from here?

[Shaz51]

Sorry The Morning did not go well @BlueBay 

Having a rest sounds good and to get ready for tonight xx

How is A going 

Hello @Snowie 🥰

[BlueBay]

@Snowie 

No he didn’t say to come back 

and with my high BP I would have thought he would say come back 

he’s booked out for 3 weeks but I can see the other Dr I saw the other day m. He was very good. 
going to a tapas place for dinner. 
the way my stomach feels I won’t have much

yiu Know you’re right - I feel my dr didn’t hear me especially when I told him about our finances.

si is strong. Sh is too. 

I just want someone to hear me. Yo validate what I’m saying. And how I’m feeling. 

[BlueBay]

@Shaz51 

Little A is good. I’ll see her tonight. She went out shopping with her step dad yo but her mum a present. And she wrote the sweetest card. How she has the best mum ever!!! She’s a sweetheart. 

[Snowie]

Hi @Shaz51 💗

@BlueBay maybe seeing the other gp might be a good idea if he was more interested in how you are going. Sometimes a fresh set of eyes does help.

Sometimes that validation and acknowledgment is a really big thing for us.

I know it's not the same but we hear you here hon.

Sounds like a yum place for dinner.

[Shaz51]

@Snowie , @BlueBay 

I agree seeing another new Gp would be helpful 😊

[BlueBay]

@Shaz51 @Snowie 

All I wanted was for him to say “sorry you’re feeling like this or going through this” 

i dont care what he thinks about my year ahead. I don’t feel it right now. 

he has no idea how stressed I am 

Sometimes I feel sh would be good idea so he can see how bad I feel and think. 

and I hate putting in a face for others. 
supposed to catch up with old work colleagues in sat. I don’t want to go. Listen to all of them about holidays and great things they’re doing. 
might find an excuse.