Anxiety is high

[BlueBay]

I’m 

[BlueBay]

My mood is terrible 

so annoyed with everyone 

[BlueBay]

Having hubby home for the next week is going to drive me even more crazy. 
I need space; I need alone time. I need to be me. - but I can’t. 

stress is not helping how I feel 

again another headache 

I just want to hide away and lay down in the corner in a foetal position. 

my patience is getting smaller and smaller 

[Snowie]

Hi @BlueBay 

I'm sorry things are so hard for you at the moment.

Do you get any time to yourself?

I'm not much help but can come and sit with you or if you need a chat.

[BlueBay]

hi @Snowie 

The only time I get alone time is when hubby is at work and then after a little while I’m lonely. I’m m hopeless sorry. 

I’m a bit drowsy tonight. Ate something before with a sauce in it and it was homemade with a very very strong drink in it. 
think I will go to bed. Chat tomorrow. Sorry you’re not doing so well. 

hugs xxx

[Snowie]

Lots of hugs @BlueBay 

I hope you are able to sleep tonight.

[BlueBay]

how do I get rid of this anger, really annoyed mood towards hubby. W thing he does is really annoying me.

i can’t handle my worries my high anxiety. My fears. 

it’s so busy where I live with alm the tourists. Annoying!!!

I nerf to vent. I need to disappear for a while. 

[Snowie]

Hi @BlueBay 

I hope your day has improved a little. 

I struggle sometimes when H is around a lot.

Sending lots of 💗💗💗

[BlueBay]

hi @Snowie @BPDSurvivor @Jynx @rav3n and others reading - 

seeing the same Dr I saw last week tomorrow morning. Going to tell him a few more truths going on in my head. It’s scary but I need help.and I don’t know who else to turn to. 
I’m m scared I’ll be judged by him and others. Scared 
Lots of negative thoughts going thru my head. Not sure I can take anymore of this life. So up and down. Extremes are so obvious. 
I'm trying to reach out. I just hope he can help. It would be better to see my own dr but he’s away. 

is it with reaching out - not even sure. 

[BlueBay]

I’m a burden to everyone 

a pain for everyone 

few months time there’ll be nothing left 

nothing to live for

mithing to look forward to. 

saw my dr this morning 

gave me triage number. 
have to go back on Thursday 

what’s the point ????