@Former-Memberthat really is ok. you were writing what you felt and thats ok and its normal. when your in certain states half the time you dont know who what or where you are. ive been there and it wont be the last tim ill go there, its ok really. Just know that when you get into that state despite it not feeling like it, it will pass. you sais yourself one day your fine then net your not. it will pass
it is very draining and your not alone in that sense either. i was getting extreme paranoia to the point i was pulling my whole house apart to look for cameras and microphones, checking my car including in around and underneath it for any devices- some of the reason i ended up in hospital.
im all over the place at the moment too but itll get better eventually
your always in my thought and i watch for this thread all the time and when i couldnt access here, you were one of the people i was most worried about. i was just hoping you were ok and getting support. just know if there comes a time when im not here like the week i wasnt here, your always in my thoughts and im always with you helping you along and guiding you through the fog
