the longest wait while being petrified

[Former-Member]

@outlander @Former-Member @Sans911
@Former-Member We are all Hero's
Luv U XXXOOO 🙂

[outlander]

Why wont it stop 😞

[Former-Member]

I'm not a hero @Former-Member,just trying to be a survivor.💌

[Former-Member]

@Try and focus @outlander or listen to music try Macklemore and Keisha's song "Good old days ",my favorite song at the moment.

[outlander]

I feel sick @Former-Member
Maybe i should just try and sleep

[Former-Member]

Might be a good idea to try and sleep @outlander if you can. I will be on for at least another hour (probably more with my insomnia) so can just sit here with you 

[MDT]

@outlander i know the feeling well
i need a life too...
god there is so much pressure to do all this stuff at our ages..
feeling this numb is the worst..
just know that i can feel it too..
sometimes i think of a lyric to a song by coldplay
"nobody said it was easy.. nobody ever said it would be this hard"
there is value in trying keep in keeping on.. even if it is hard..
can we make this thread a collective support network?

[outlander]

Ill try @Former-Member i just dont feel tired. Defeated. Worthless sick. Unwanted stupid. But not tired

[Former-Member]

@outlanderi know that isn't you talking but more how you are feeling at the moment, because you are none of them. 

[outlander]

I am @Former-Member but you will win so im not arguing
Too tired to care what i think anymore

Im just going to lay here. I know ive got @Sans911 by my side. Your probably on the other or wherever you want to be ( you can pick) and spirits floating around the room ❤