Hey @Mlw,
I'm going though this thought process as well lately and I hate it to be honest.
I feel like lately I'm walking through like as a shell and watching my life pass me by. It doesn't feel like I belong on this planet because everything is so MUCH.
It sounds really sad but even though I don't plan to unsubscribe from my life subscription I made a safety plan. I think of it as "life insurance" it's there just in case something happens, someone else finds me down in the dumps, or someone else is down in the dumps. BEST case scenario you don't need it(which is what we all hope for).
I also try to appreciate the beauty in nature so that I don't feel like I'm lost in the circle of life that is the planet. I look at the trees and think how beautiful that green is or how beautiful the clouds are & how I wish I could sleep in them.
I feel so out of place on this planet and around people but nature's never makes me feel out of place because everywhere I look there is something different and yet that is beautiful. Difference in nature is seen as beautiful and worth taking a picture of. 🩶
Nature doesn't punish us for looking different, sounding different, or liking different music.
