Need to vent

[Shaz51]

Hugs my @BlueBay 🥰

[BlueBay]

i am needing time away from here

i can't be on here anymore

i just don't understand 

hugs @Shaz51 @Snowie @Emelia8 

you have been a great support.

i don't know anymore

i am going

not sure if i will ever come back

right now 

[Shaz51]

Awww my sister @BlueBay 

Stick to your friends here who know you and love you sooo much 

@tyme , @Eve7 , @BPDSurvivor , @Snowie , @Emelia8 , @FloatingFeather , @amber22 

[BlueBay]

thanks @Shaz51 

you know i thought it was strange 

look i can't talk right now

i am having mixed emotions

i am feeling very hurt

i know and understand everyone have their own issues

have i posted too much on here

maybe everyone is sick of me writing my issues

maybe i will stop writing

[Shaz51]

No @BlueBay , at the moment you are feeling hurt and I have been hurt lots in the past by words xxx

But they are only words and also this is your thread, your space to share and the talk about everything and anything 

And you have lots of friends that love coming on your thread because they care for you like I do xxx 

We have been sisters a long time xx

@Former-Member , @amber22 

[BlueBay]

I’m having a really good time away and I’m NOT going to get upset over this. 
yes it hurts and other emotions. 
but I know I’ve done nothing wrong 

yiu have always been here for me and I’m sorry if I write too much 

I’m not sure now if I feel comfortable in writing on here 

@Shaz51 @Snowie @BPDSurvivor @Eve7 @Emelia8  

[Shaz51]

Will be here for you anytime @BlueBay ❤❤❤

[amber22]

Hi there @BlueBay I just wanted to pop in and say that I am sitting with you right now and here to chat if you need. I am sorry that you're feeling this way, and if you wanted to chat about it I am here for you ❤️ You're not alone tonight. 

Hello @Snowie @Eve7 @Shaz51 How are you tonight?

[Snowie]

Hi @BlueBay 

Sorry things are so hard and complicated at the moment.

Sitting here with you 💗💗

[BlueBay]

Hi @amber22 

I feel right now 

angry

hurt

rejected

hated

talked about

shock - didn’t see this coming 

I’ve just emailed team at Sane. 
i am going 

forums are meant for supporting each other and I have always been respectful and support others when I can. 

maybe it’s time I leave forum forever 

@Shaz51 ❤️ Xxoo im sorry if I haven’t supported you a lot like others. 
@Snowie just needing time away ❤️
@Emelia8 wishing you lots of care, love and good health ❤️

i just don’t know what to say anymore