I can’t cope

[Captain24]

I’m scared. 

[Bow]

You need help @Captain24 ? 

someone to make a call for you?

@moderator  who’s even on???

[Captain24]

I’m thinking the safest thing to do is just go to bed. I don’t want anyone at my door. That scares me even more. @Bow. I have to work in the morning and I have no sick leave. 

[holdinghope5]

Hello @Captain24 and @Bow 

I read things are very hard for you and that you are scared. What would be helpful right now?

If you feel unsafe, are you able to call 000?

[Captain24]

I’ve just taken some meds @holdinghope5. I’m hoping that they knock me out soon. 

I don’t know what would be helpful. I just need to get through the next hour until they kick in. 

[tyme]

Hey @Captain24 ! Sorry I'm late.

[Captain24]

Doesn’t matter @tyme. I’m not worth you wasting your time

[tyme]

Wasting my time? @Captain24 

Why would you say that? I'd never consider what I do a waste of time - never!

[Captain24]

I just don’t think I’m worth it @tyme. others probably deserve it more than me. I know I’m in some serious trouble but as long as my meds kick in soon hopefully I can make it through. I’m just focussing on the fact that I have to work in the morning. 

[tyme]

I know this is how you think sometimes @Captain24 . But it's not all the time. I'm confident that this thought will pass. When these thoughts come, remember those awesome chats we've had. I get a lot out of them as much as you probably do (if you don't, let me know!).

Even when you don't believe in yourself, I believe in you. 

I'm sitting with you.

Just to let you know in advance, if I'm on on Wed, it won't be until late because I have another presentation and I'm also moderating the webinar. I don't want to keep you hanging.

I care @Captain24  - I hope you know I do.