Life fails!

[Queenie]

Thank you @Maggie that’s exactly how I picture graduation!

[Shaz51]

how was your week @Queenie

[Queenie]

We discussed the big S @Shaz51. Interesting and somewhat triggering subject but for some reason I've gone up instead of down. Not that I mind, I love going up up up! It's the downside I hate. Who cares if I play music a little too loud and turn my lifestyle into a one woman party-a-thon? It's better than being doped to the eyeballs and depressed.

Fantastic week all round? How about yourself my friend?

[Shaz51]

Who cares if I play music a little too loud, my mr shaz is playing his music very loud last night and today @Queenie

my week was up and down , but thinking now it was okish

I was rejected to receive carer`s allowance to look after my mum , but I am happy to care for her for nothing xx

[Queenie]

It's werid how they work out who is eligible for the carer's allowance @Shaz51. My Mrs receives it for caring for me and it was as simple as stating to our GP just how much I rely on her and what exactly she does for me. Centrelink approved it no worries. Shame you didn't receive it, I'm sure you do a lot for your Mum and I'm sure she appreciates it too. x

[Queenie]

I Just got told off on another website (a chat room) for being annoying. I'm not annoying am I? Please tell me honestly? I don't understand why people must be so cruel to others. 

Really feeling it. 😞 I'm still buzzing a thousand miles an hour but now I wish I wasn't. This is enjoyable anymore!

[Queenie]

I've come down with an almighty thud! I did study today and finish an assignment but for some reason I didn't put my heart and soul into it like I would normally like to. Sociology is usually a really interesting subject and talking about stratification, generation X, Baby Boomers and Millennials and sociological factors which affect all these things. I feel like an utter failure. I want to give up and hide in bed (unrealistic I know). I had a massive argument with the Mrs tonight and everyone automatically made me out to be the bad person and jumped down my throat too. It felt like I had no allies in life and that brought me down with a thud. Before I felt ten foot tall and bulletproof, now I feel so alone in this world. It is like if push came to shove, I've got nobody to back me up. I don't feel abandoned, I just feel lonely.

[outlander]

hugs @Queenie
do you want to talk about the argument at all? arguments take 2 people so usually there are 2 sides to the story.
maybe your sufferring from some fatigue which is also affecting your studies?

[Shaz51]

You are not annoying @Queenie, never

we love you here and I love chatting with you daily my awesome friend

and I mean this with all my heart xxx

[Shaz51]

and did you say were feeling unwell @Queenie, got a cold

that would not help if you don`t feel 100% my friend